The only way life would be even more blissful was if I didn’t have a phone. And no connection to the outside world during this time of magnificent inspiration and creative madness. Without walls. Without limitations. The universe giving me everything to expand upon myself, helping me continue to find out how to be closer to the world and helping it along the way. The universe has truly given me the freedom to figure out how to use my gift in a way that creates the biggest impact. And I don’t want to waste that potential, though it is a bit of a messy process. Just music. Isolation. Whatever elevates my depth of thought. Aesthetic experiences of every kind. Conversations at the right times. Dipping in and out of normalcy anytime I feel like.
Blessed to the purest form of the word. Grateful for the opportunity.
It is strange though. This messy process both benefits me but also holds me back. It’s a little too messy for the current chapter I’m in - but it always rejuvenates a part of my soul and keeps life full of dramatic color.
It’s like I have the whole world. Like the whole world is mine. To just explore, enjoy and play in. I can navigate it with comfort and appreciation and am continuously excited with every new thing I learn along the way.
It’s all just a game to me. And even the lowest moments just feel like a part of how the game is played. The entertaining parts are the ones for enjoyment and the difficult are a necessary part of growth and development. Each time makes you wiser. Stronger. More objective. Helps you master yourself more and more. The smarter you are, the greater your power and influence - Which you can use for good or bad. When you use it for good, it is given back to you 100x over. To use it for bad is to give in to your ego, to your shadow, and let your insecurities control you with fear. To be confident means to do well in the world. The more you give, the stronger and more content you will be. You create more of what you want to see in the world and empower each person you touch to go out and do the same. To start the ripple effect that grows exponentially in every direction.
To do this is to take the difficult path in life. But you realize that the difficult path is the one that provides the best overall experience. It’s makes everyday a new adventure. A new experience. A new bliss.
So you fall asleep each night with a different dream.
When you are an artist, you do not ask for permission. That’s not your job. We have billions of people put there following the rules and keeping society together - Your job is to show those 8 billion people a better perspective. A different way of doing things. A more beautiful life.
