My grandmother, Beatrice, was above and beyond one of the biggest role models of my life. She is the example that allowed my mom to be the incredible human she is today. And my mom is one of the main reasons I give my heart away to as many as I can.
This process is a terrifying one because there is so much self-doubt and imposter syndrome. You are usually met with all the rejections and insecurities of others that you constantly have to navigate. And it can be very revealing to why so many people give up on their dreams far too early.
The good news is: I don’t do this for you guys. I mean, I do, but that’s not my marker if I should continue or not. My grandmother wrote me a letter before she passed that I have always kept with me, that reminds me why we’ll never stop going. In it, she said:
“Adam,
For a long time - I’ve had these thoughts about you.
You are young - vibrant - and quite talented - i.e. Your ‘Thank You’ notes are beautiful printing. Very thoughtful words and wonderful messages with meaning - So good for me to hear from you.
Your talent of writing should not be folded over on a piece of paper.
Let the world in on some of it.
I know you don’t like long, drawn out notes - So I’ll come to the point. Think bout writing a book or think about how your writing ability could be used online. Short articles to magazines, newspapers. Making up a new logo for a popular product. (Protect yourself with a patent or something of that nature).
You’ve got the ‘stuff’ to do anything so hopefully you will go for it.
Sincerely and lovingly,
Grandma