If I die, please dont shed a single tear out of sadness.

You have no idea how incredible my life has been.

I lived 1,000 lifetimes in my life. There was literally nothing I wanted to do that I didn’t do… Except maybe get married and have a family.

I saw every mountain top I wanted to. I chased every dream I could find a spare second for. I swam in every ocean I needed to.

I loved so, so deeply so, so many times.

So many times.

I cried. So many times. I experienced the best of life and the best of this world that anyone possibly could.

Nothing held me back.

The world was always good to me.

You have no idea how incredible my life truly was.

For I was always free.

I didn’t wait at home. I didn’t buy a TV. I went out and made the world my movie every single day. I interacted with it, I tangled with it, I made promises with it. I made it my home, wherever I was.

I was never rich but I always had just enough. In fact, I always felt like I had life in abundance. I always felt like I didn’t have to think about money and could focus my attention on creativity and helping others.

I searched it for the meaning of life, as it changed for me so many times. I clawed my fingers in the dirt, turning over every stone I could find for another lesson I could learn. And the world taught me. It was never selfish with me when I asked with a vulnerable heart.

In fact, the more vulnerable I was, the more the world took care of me.

Every single time. No matter where I was.

So I was able to just be a petri dish. Wandering around the world, just soaking up whatever magic I could find. Allowing each new experience to chisel away at me just a little bit more.

And I got to share all that with the world. My family and my friends. Always surrounded by love and support by those who needed it, every bit as much as I did.

You have no idea how incredible my life has always been.